Transient lunar phenomenon

Dream Job: being part of Tim Walkers team. Pourquoi?
1. He is strictly a film photographer. 2. He refuses to manipulate his pictures, what you see was really there. 3. Tim hates studios trying to work exclusively in homes or on location. 4. Only likes natural sunlight, rarely uses artificial light. 5. Loves clippings.


I'm living dangerously below my potential as of late. & I know it. Something must change, and will.

Colorfully Muted

Just got this in my in-box. I adore this boy, and we have had some of the most riveting conversations. I couldn't quit laughing at this message from my fickle, Asian vagabond. He invited me to Thailand with him last January, and I'm still miffed that it didn't pan out (my fault.) he still went, and had a marvelous time. But he's always gone to some far off distant lands.

Nick Sotavongse sent you a message.

Subject: oi!

"lets do lunch soon! i'm heading out to be a monk in exactly a month and i'll be gone in asia for a few!"

Personalised Philosophy

When one dresses for others, its fashion. When one dresses for their own enjoyment, that's style.

I avoid buying "trendy" articles of clothing. For one, it dates you. two, it labels you. three, trends last 6.8 days thus having to purchase an overwhelming volume of tacky clothing.

Nothing can be sadder than when someone comes up and says, "hey did you get that at (insert store and of label here)". I loath to be associated with a designated brand. I prefer amenity, Mass production is unbecoming.

Did you know cat-themed websites make up 24.6% of the internet? depressing.

Circus Maximus

"Religion is the opiate of the masses," Karl Marx said that."-McKenna

"Well, he was an idiot"- Martha


Lady Martha on her high horse

"I'm bored with it all"

Those are the last words of Winston Churchill.

I have the urge to show up to the airport with no bags just a book and some money and go on an vision quest. why doesn't someone just ask me
"hey, you got anything going on tomorrow?"
"mmm, not that I can think of. You?"
"nahh, wanna see how far we can drive and what we'll find when we get there?"
"sure do."
that would be the end of it. Get some jugs of water, a bag of grapes or some clementines and see what happens.

mental pollution

i dont like cars all to much. its just a mean to get around.
i prefer to talk in the dark, people are more honest in the dark.
i dislike how frequantly i have to utilize technology. It's over whelming to be able to contact some one instantaniously.
i will never live in a "planned Community" or track home. I politely refuse.
My future children with be encougared to wear what ever they want, i did, and i think i came out jsut fine. (i have a color wheel consisting of 4 hues and shades, but everythign goes with everything, thus not having to think when i am already late to something. there is a method to the madness.)
I love the home I am in currantly.
i am worried about owning a home some day because i like the opption to just get up and go where i please. but i guess i am never gone for to long, so it would be nice to have somewhere to come back too.
i should be much more acomplished for my age i think.
Apperantly I was mentally 27 last year. I feel regression has taken hold though.
I am a selective perfectionist.
I like to go to cultural festivals and events, no matter how obscuer they are.
i'm not sure why i have a blog, i tell no one of it, i honestly write things to remember later, or to post pictures so i can free up space on my hard drive by deleting them afterwords.
recantly, an epiphany of truth made me cry unexplainably, while driving. this made me think i had a tumor pressing on my Prefrontal Cortex.
I have been useing the words Fasade, Wise, Flounder, Naturally, and Interesting far to much. I'm on a loop, i need some variety as of late.
i think the human body is a wonder.
i would love to go to anywhere, suddenly.
i work out most my problems by having long indepth conversations with myself. It's saved my sanity, im positive of it.
im fantastic at memorizing.
i have filled my head with inconsiqunecail knowlage, now haveing to carrie this useless information around with me, i feel like i could have done something better with my time.
Most my dreams really do come true. wouldn't it be great if I had some interesting ones someday.
I'm living below my potentail. i feel with the people I know, and have contact with, i should have been somebody by now. i really dropped the ball.
I dont drink soda. I dont think you should either. ask me why.
I have been known to wear wigs in public and like it, if your not on board with that, its your problem.
I can't think of anything I can't do. I can think of plenty i haven't tried, but nothing I cant do persay. that sounds cocky, i know. i jsut dont get discouraged easily.
I love black and white films.
Lighting is esential to create mood and ambiance. if you dont understand the concept and realtionship of lighting to atmosphere, you need to hit the books.
i was born in the wrong era. officially.
I laugh/ giggel hystarically when im nervous.
I love fortune cookies, and keep most all my fortunes.
I have elabratly planned a stunt to pull on my furture children. only my husband shall know about it and it will columate with my accutual death and the recieving of a key found in my saftey deposite box.
Some day I want to have a news ariticle done about my life, an obituary doesn't count.
Any one of these "flash thoughts" could be turned into a three hour conversation. Easily.
In all honestly, there is no point to this, you can quiet reading this garbage.
I rarely invite people into my bedroom. thats where i keep all the things i hold dear, its like a jornal on display. you have to be someone of great value to me to ever be invited to sit in my room. many have glanced or peeked, rare and few have been aloud to explore.
rambel . rammble rambell. rambbel.. rambel
I didn't spell check this one, can you tell?

if you want to do this with me, well get along jsut fine.